Which is why I worry about him now. The game was one thing but the actions of those in it...
Vergil and Absinthe especially, but all of them really. They have broken his heart. Wounded him deeply and I, with no hope in others left to me, do not know how to soothe him.
[He drapes a hand over his face.]
I know you both worry I may do something rash. But I cannot. Not while he lives. So I would ask that you keep a close eye on him, that he be your priority while the wound to his heart is this fresh.
[ He's quiet for a few moments at that, but eventually he nods ]
I'd already planned on keeping a close eye on him. I understand people likely simply thought of the game and not on any long term difficulties, but that's not going to change anything for him.
He's been burned too many times already and he loves too deeply.
I'll do my best to take care of him. Even over you.
[He drops his hand from his face and smiles weakly, but with genuine gratitude.]
Thank you.
He loves deeply, over and over, no matter how many times it wounds him. I have not his strength. But he is like my own heart, and when I see him so wounded, it is an arrow to my breast.
He will put our needs and those of others before his own. I am frustrated with my own state that I cannot even stop him from that right now.
For the record he did also ask me to take care of you. You two really are quite the pair, aren't you.
[ he sighs ]
He's better than I am at diverting attention from himself, and so far I've hardly ever been a match to him. But I'll try to get him to take care of himself.
Look how much we both rely on you. My, how embarrassing.
But I am... while not all right, I am resilient. He is as well, really but... I would rather spare him feeling alone even for a moment. Even if you cannot get him to talk, if you are just there with him he will be the better for it. He takes great comfort in your company.
I'm starting to think my being a quick study is becoming a curse. Everyone's expecting me to be far better at emotions than I am. Though for you two, I hardly mind.
Being there is about the bare minimum I can do, but I know not many clear even that simple bar, so. I won't discard the importance of it.
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Not wholly. We both understand each other far too well. Our perspectives align and out logic.
But I am afraid, as in all things, I am quite ahead of you in scope and scale of transgressions. I do hope you never attempt to catch up.
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[ he won't voice that he would if he thought it necessary, however ]
We could talk about how you clearly need more sleep next, though.
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We could, but I am afraid my mind is much too active. Only Hades's soothing kept me in dreams.
I can afford to lose sleep now and then. Especially now.
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But I'd rather not discuss that one either.
[ a pause, then he adds ]
Fox is learning how to make tattoos. Hades is getting one.
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To match yours?
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I asked him.
It's all I could think of that would match the significance of the mask he gave me. And I would like him to have a reminder.
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[ considering the mess with everyone else he trusted ]
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I do believe you insisted on my being charming even back then. I suppose I'll have to accept it given the end result.
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I'm glad you gave me a chance.
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I can only imagine how much he must have insisted on it. He's done the same with me.
Not for you, just to push me to open up to other people.
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Which is why I worry about him now. The game was one thing but the actions of those in it...
Vergil and Absinthe especially, but all of them really. They have broken his heart. Wounded him deeply and I, with no hope in others left to me, do not know how to soothe him.
[He drapes a hand over his face.]
I know you both worry I may do something rash. But I cannot. Not while he lives. So I would ask that you keep a close eye on him, that he be your priority while the wound to his heart is this fresh.
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I'd already planned on keeping a close eye on him. I understand people likely simply thought of the game and not on any long term difficulties, but that's not going to change anything for him.
He's been burned too many times already and he loves too deeply.
I'll do my best to take care of him. Even over you.
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Thank you.
He loves deeply, over and over, no matter how many times it wounds him. I have not his strength. But he is like my own heart, and when I see him so wounded, it is an arrow to my breast.
He will put our needs and those of others before his own. I am frustrated with my own state that I cannot even stop him from that right now.
So I must ask your help instead.
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[ he sighs ]
He's better than I am at diverting attention from himself, and so far I've hardly ever been a match to him. But I'll try to get him to take care of himself.
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Look how much we both rely on you. My, how embarrassing.
But I am... while not all right, I am resilient. He is as well, really but... I would rather spare him feeling alone even for a moment. Even if you cannot get him to talk, if you are just there with him he will be the better for it. He takes great comfort in your company.
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Being there is about the bare minimum I can do, but I know not many clear even that simple bar, so. I won't discard the importance of it.
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