I know, given things, but it's just weird to picture you drinking a be- [ nearly chokes on his own tongue or something. ] Y- You what?! [ flushes a deep dark red. ] You told him? When! [ w- why? ]
[ hnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng. ] You could have talked to me. [ BECAUSE CLEARLY THAT WOULD HAVE HELPED. ] ...and maybe we could have tried making sense of it. [ going to crack open and beer and have a drink. now he definitely needs it. ] What did he say anyway?
He's not upset, no, but he is still jealous. I'm not so naive as to think his blessing means he's fine with the thought. But at the end of the day he wants me to experience everything I was unable to before.
I have his blessing but that doesn't mean it's not complicated. And I imagine it's even more so for you, who would be leaning toward monogamy under normal circumstances.
I'm not stupid enough to think he isn't jealous either. I'm just lucky he likes me or else I'm sure I would have ended up in a ditch somewhere.
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Yes, absolutely. It was hard enough to admit I liked you, so I'm sure you can imagine how difficult it was to say that I... that I love you. I don't want to make things more complicated, but I'm pretty sure that's all out the window now.
I'm also afraid I may end up messing things up with Zhongli now.
Things are definitely going to be complicated, but in the end that had always been the case with the two of us.
[ he's going to kiss his neck, soft and gentle, and holding him a bit tighter at that ]
But as for Zhongli ... You're not going to. And it isn't as if I'm not ready to be discarded at a moment's notice should it truly end up becoming a problem.
[ he's a bit stiff, clutching the beer more tightly than usual and then, oh, he just shatters the glasses. ]
I would never want to completely discard you, sensei. [ shakes his beer covered hand out. ] You mean far too much to me. But assuming I manage to keep from doing something stupid I do want to... maybe... [ sinks back against him, ] tie the knot with Xiansheng, especially if you and Emet-Selch can solve my problem.
[ He decides not to point out he'll have to, sooner or later, because he doesn't think Childe needs to hear it now. Instead he'll kiss his cheek, and reach over to get a paper tissue, so he can hand it to him ]
So long as you invite us to the ceremony, I have no objections.
…ugh. [ groans, but it trails into a laugh. ] I better be invited to your wedding, sensei. [ shifts, turning to cup his cheek and give him a proper kiss. ] And if I ever do get married it’s customary for a father to give the bride away, no, so how’s about daddy giving me away. [ he’s joking… mostly, and really just trying to take the edge off the conversation. ]
…oh, before we eat I do want to go in the water once more.
[ childe laughs, shoving five back and caging him in with a smile. ] I want you to come with me, sensei, and I’m going to take you on a ride. [ kisses him roughly. ]
[ But he barely has the time to react because there he is, kissing him again. There's a soft noise against his lips, surprised, but he kisses him back just as rough, his hand going to the back of his head to tug at his hair ]
Is that a threat, sensei, and one that's supposed to deter me from continuing... [ he sneers, rolling his hips. ] I do. I love it when you turn the tables and get rough with me. It's such a fucken turn on. We really do need to set up another fight date sometime. In the dream, like you said, I want to go all out. [ starts rocking against him. ] And see sensei in his prime~
[ Part of him is screaming at him to forget about the arrangement with the dream and take care of his urges right here and now. How much he wants to see him bleed, to break him, to see him go all out against him the same way he wants to let loose.
But he pushes it down, and instead he brings his hand on Childe's shoulders, trying to flip them over so he can be on top of him and pin him to the ground ]
In a dream we could start over no matter how many times we break each other.
Even if I were to rip you apart limb by limb, I could keep going.
[ ...fuck. he should have kept his fat mouth shut. now he's just getting more and more turned on. he stills himself, trying to reel himself in, but five picks up RIGHT where he left off - flipping them and continuing the talk. ]
Is... is that what you want to do, sensei, break me? Beat me to a bloodied pulp? [ she squirms beneath him, bending his leg and pressing his knee against five's ass. ] Or maybe I'd rip you apart, sensei, go feral and eat~ you~ up~
[ It doesn't help that the more they go on the more turned on he's getting, too, and of course he grinds against him, letting out a low groan at the feeling of Childe's knee against him. He shouldn't be indulging in these fantasies, confirming that yes, he wants to break him, should be horrifying when he just claimed to love him.
But it is fine with Chile, isn't it? ]
Would you? Well. That does sound just as nice. I could let you claim me to your heart's content within that dream.
[ this is dangerous and he knows that it’s dangerous, so he should stop, right… but instead he starts pressing his knee just the slightest bit harder into him. ] I would, and I’d enjoy every minute of it. [ leans up and grazes his teeth over any and all skin he reach. ] I want you so so so bad, sensei.
[ he wants him just as bad, and it doesn't help that now he feels the urge to reach for his knife, cut as much skin as Childe will allow him to, and let him mark him all over.
He pushes that down, not wanting to cross that line — at least in the waking world. Instead he rocks hard against him, his hands reaching for his thighs, hovering there for a moment as he tries to give himself just any reason not to fuck him right here and there, when he's so willing beneath him.
He doesn't find any.
So he shifts, reaching for Childe's pants to pull them down as fast as he can ]
I'm starting to wonder — if we're going to get anything done at this rate.
[ there was no reason to put clothes on! childe finds his pants forced in one feel swoop, a broken laugh tumbling out of his mouth as he leans up to stifle it with a kiss. ] Eventually… maybe… [ he laughs again, tilting himself, so he can rock into the hand that’s hovering down there somewhere. ]
I bet you’d like to fuck me this time, right, sensei, to make me call out your name as I come. Tell me how right I am, go on, I’m waiting.
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I have his blessing but that doesn't mean it's not complicated. And I imagine it's even more so for you, who would be leaning toward monogamy under normal circumstances.
Isn't that right?
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Yes, absolutely. It was hard enough to admit I liked you, so I'm sure you can imagine how difficult it was to say that I... that I love you. I don't want to make things more complicated, but I'm pretty sure that's all out the window now.
I'm also afraid I may end up messing things up with Zhongli now.
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[ he's going to kiss his neck, soft and gentle, and holding him a bit tighter at that ]
But as for Zhongli ... You're not going to. And it isn't as if I'm not ready to be discarded at a moment's notice should it truly end up becoming a problem.
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I would never want to completely discard you, sensei. [ shakes his beer covered hand out. ] You mean far too much to me. But assuming I manage to keep from doing something stupid I do want to... maybe... [ sinks back against him, ] tie the knot with Xiansheng, especially if you and Emet-Selch can solve my problem.
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So long as you invite us to the ceremony, I have no objections.
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…oh, before we eat I do want to go in the water once more.
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I — don't know how appropriate that is, when you call me daddy like that. But I wouldn't be opposed.
Should I join you or is that just for fun?
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[ But he barely has the time to react because there he is, kissing him again. There's a soft noise against his lips, surprised, but he kisses him back just as rough, his hand going to the back of his head to tug at his hair ]
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I did figure we could have some fun though.
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Then again.
That's exactly the sort of thing you like, isn't it.
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But he pushes it down, and instead he brings his hand on Childe's shoulders, trying to flip them over so he can be on top of him and pin him to the ground ]
In a dream we could start over no matter how many times we break each other.
Even if I were to rip you apart limb by limb, I could keep going.
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Is... is that what you want to do, sensei, break me? Beat me to a bloodied pulp? [ she squirms beneath him, bending his leg and pressing his knee against five's ass. ] Or maybe I'd rip you apart, sensei, go feral and eat~ you~ up~
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But it is fine with Chile, isn't it? ]
Would you? Well. That does sound just as nice. I could let you claim me to your heart's content within that dream.
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He pushes that down, not wanting to cross that line — at least in the waking world. Instead he rocks hard against him, his hands reaching for his thighs, hovering there for a moment as he tries to give himself just any reason not to fuck him right here and there, when he's so willing beneath him.
He doesn't find any.
So he shifts, reaching for Childe's pants to pull them down as fast as he can ]
I'm starting to wonder — if we're going to get anything done at this rate.
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I bet you’d like to fuck me this time, right, sensei, to make me call out your name as I come. Tell me how right I am, go on, I’m waiting.
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