It was an advanced discipline for researching all new Concepts as well. From the anomalies at the End of Days to Guardian Forces, and before all that, anything interesting or accidental that happened... Phantomology was ever an exciting place to be.
It was! And there were plenty of unexpected things. Not all Concepts could be executed as envisioned. A stray thought could vastly change one's intended outcome. There was never a shortage of interesting things crossing my desk.
How admirable of you. And I imagine we would be keeping some eye on you, as well.
This is where we would meet, my staff and I. To either relax or discuss the affairs of the students or our research.
You wished for stories of the time before the end...
[Well he's going to start telling those stories. A bit about the research, some about students or faculty. Mostly just about what life was like working in this department.]
[ that's cute just sad old men babysitting each other but maybe by then they won't be sad, only old. ]
To be honest, there's a not insignificant chance I've stopped aging. If we actually could move to each other's worlds, well. I imagine eventually coming to live in yours would be one way to ensure I won't end up living alone for the rest of eternity.
[ But he's going to stay silent as Lahabrea starts actually sharing his stories - and like last time, he listens intently, clearly enjoying hearing more about the research, and how his life was like before. He's already talked to Emet-Selch about these things before, but it's nice to hear these stories from Lahabrea too. If nothing else, it ensures their tales are passed on ]
[He will settle on an overlarge couch as he talks but he is keeping THAT tidbit in mind. So when he finishes with a few stories he falls silent, leaning back thoughtfully.]
Oh. Yes. Cooperation was always the most important but everyone was different. We all knew we were striving together, but those who liked a challenge would pit themselves against one another in a friendly way. To have a worthy rival to strive to outdo--but I would say losing was not as frustrating for us as it might be for mortals. Instead we would celebrate each other's success and vow to outdo them next time, but not with jealousy or resentment for having lost, but with... Excitement, would be the word I believe.
Competition was a thrill of discovery more than of some concept of winning or losing. Of pushing limits to learn and achieve. The best of my students or colleagues might one day inherit my position, and those that wished for it would have that as incentive, but the ones that did not reach such a goal would not have held bitterness for it. And not all would even want to be be "Lahabrea", simply content to engage in research for the joy of it without the obligations.
That said I did say we were all different. There were a few of a more competitive nature than most, eager to prove themselves against any and all. Even among the Convocation one name comes to mind of that sort. But I would not say that such extreme competitive mindsets were so common.
Igeyorhm was also often eager to prove herself. Though that stemmed more from her own confidence I believe. Over-confidence, sometimes. But I did find that charming about her, even when she was rash.
Well. I certainly can't judge over-confidence. But I imagine none of you would have arrived at your position without at least a little bit of ambition, or at least desire to help your community.
Indeed. Confidence and competence both. As well as an actual desire for the position, or at least no will to turn it away. No one was forced to be on the Convocation, if the best candidate refused then the position would be offered to the next, until someone took it up.
Desire to help the community would have been a bigger factor than ambition. The council was the governance of Amaurot, but our people lacked the concept of authoritative power. We were the responsible authority but we were no greater than the people we were responsible for. We were invested with their complete trust, and we strove ever to meet their expectations in faith.
It was a taxing, often frustrating, ever demanding position. And yet I would not have relinquished it for the world, save to one I felt was up to the task.
Whatever else it may have been, it was rewarding to me, I was able to make a difference in ways I was satisfied about, to resolve debates and to keep our fellows on task when required....
Hm... I suppose I am. Thank you for listening to an old man's rambling.
[He looks around the room, thoughtful.]
I do believe there is merit in reminiscing... But I do wonder at the dangers of dwelling too much in phantoms. Ironic of me to say I suppose. I have no doubts in our ability to see things through given another chance, but until our work is complete, I feel mixed about letting my heart be too much at ease among these familiar shadows. They give Emet-Selch comfort, however, and so they serve a purpose.
Indeed. I have never been one content to relax until the work is done.
But this is fine. You enjoy Amaurot and it is where my heart dwells. I cannot reconstruct all with accuracy, but you might enjoy seeing memories first hand. Our technology allowed for their storage, shall I show you?
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... for one definition of cute, I suppose.
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Well, I find it charming.
[He smiles fondly at the statue and moves on.]
It was an advanced discipline for researching all new Concepts as well. From the anomalies at the End of Days to Guardian Forces, and before all that, anything interesting or accidental that happened... Phantomology was ever an exciting place to be.
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I've extended an invitation to my world to Emet-Selch before. Assuming we'd have the chance to visit one another, I think I'd like studying this.
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I would be happy to have you. Your curiosity would certainly be welcome in these halls.
[They will get to a door which opens upon another room of statues surrounding what seems like a faculty lounge.]
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And like I said, I'd have to keep an eye on you two.
Which part is this?
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This is where we would meet, my staff and I. To either relax or discuss the affairs of the students or our research.
You wished for stories of the time before the end...
[Well he's going to start telling those stories. A bit about the research, some about students or faculty. Mostly just about what life was like working in this department.]
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To be honest, there's a not insignificant chance I've stopped aging. If we actually could move to each other's worlds, well. I imagine eventually coming to live in yours would be one way to ensure I won't end up living alone for the rest of eternity.
[ But he's going to stay silent as Lahabrea starts actually sharing his stories - and like last time, he listens intently, clearly enjoying hearing more about the research, and how his life was like before. He's already talked to Emet-Selch about these things before, but it's nice to hear these stories from Lahabrea too. If nothing else, it ensures their tales are passed on ]
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Were they ever competitive? Your students. Your people do seem to be more focused on helping one another, rather than prove they're better.
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[Roused from his thoughts a little.]
Oh. Yes. Cooperation was always the most important but everyone was different. We all knew we were striving together, but those who liked a challenge would pit themselves against one another in a friendly way. To have a worthy rival to strive to outdo--but I would say losing was not as frustrating for us as it might be for mortals. Instead we would celebrate each other's success and vow to outdo them next time, but not with jealousy or resentment for having lost, but with... Excitement, would be the word I believe.
Competition was a thrill of discovery more than of some concept of winning or losing. Of pushing limits to learn and achieve. The best of my students or colleagues might one day inherit my position, and those that wished for it would have that as incentive, but the ones that did not reach such a goal would not have held bitterness for it. And not all would even want to be be "Lahabrea", simply content to engage in research for the joy of it without the obligations.
That said I did say we were all different. There were a few of a more competitive nature than most, eager to prove themselves against any and all. Even among the Convocation one name comes to mind of that sort. But I would not say that such extreme competitive mindsets were so common.
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Do ask Emet-Selch about Nabriales. Thinking on the man gives me a headache.
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He was that bad? Very well then. I'll be certain to ask him, and hopefully it won't have the same effect on him.
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Igeyorhm was also often eager to prove herself. Though that stemmed more from her own confidence I believe. Over-confidence, sometimes. But I did find that charming about her, even when she was rash.
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Desire to help the community would have been a bigger factor than ambition. The council was the governance of Amaurot, but our people lacked the concept of authoritative power. We were the responsible authority but we were no greater than the people we were responsible for. We were invested with their complete trust, and we strove ever to meet their expectations in faith.
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Whatever else it may have been, it was rewarding to me, I was able to make a difference in ways I was satisfied about, to resolve debates and to keep our fellows on task when required....
Yes. I liked it.
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I see. Thank you for telling me about it.
You do seem happier when you recall those times, you know.
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Hm... I suppose I am. Thank you for listening to an old man's rambling.
[He looks around the room, thoughtful.]
I do believe there is merit in reminiscing... But I do wonder at the dangers of dwelling too much in phantoms. Ironic of me to say I suppose. I have no doubts in our ability to see things through given another chance, but until our work is complete, I feel mixed about letting my heart be too much at ease among these familiar shadows. They give Emet-Selch comfort, however, and so they serve a purpose.
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We can change the setting once more if you'd rather - unless you have more you'd like to show me.
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But this is fine. You enjoy Amaurot and it is where my heart dwells. I cannot reconstruct all with accuracy, but you might enjoy seeing memories first hand. Our technology allowed for their storage, shall I show you?
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